the worst | 2010-12-09
a mutual friend just informed me that she's engaged.
she said she had been battling with whether to tell me or not, but she wanted me to hear it from a friend.
i wish she hadn't of told me.
i'm gutted.
we've been over for 3 plus years. i haven't seen or talked to her in over 2. and still, it fucking cuts me.
my head is spinning.
how the fuck did i end up here, while she's away out there living a new life?
i guess i'm not as over her as i thought i was and i'm so far from where i want to be.
this is the worst....