i know you are but what am i | 2011-01-07
....and the truth is, i still haven't forgiven myself for my part in the demise, so many years ago.
i don't know if i ever will, to be completely honest, and i have no idea what i'm supposed to do in otder to get to that place where i can just let it all go.
everyone has forgiven me but myself....
i am my own worst enemy.