weird and menacing | 2010-08-08
i didn't write any of this. my friend sarah did. she's some kind of awesome. i should probably tell her that....
"sigh. i've taken oxycontin. i think i lost a whole month to that and white wine, or maybe it was hydrocodone. let's see. i was house and dog sitting and i found a stockpile of white wine in the basement and pain pills in the bathroom. it was a hazy time, but then it was okay i guess, but it didn't make me feel better or worse, and then i woke up one day with a bunch of wet folded laundry in a hamper and i was in the backyard with the dog and i had a sprained ankle and inside there was 72$ worth of chinese take-out in and around the kitchen and i'd bleached my hair and i looked like the girl, the moors murders girl, that one, you know, myra hindley. it was an okay time for me but a little weird and menacing."