bless this morning year | 2011-01-01
this feels like a big deal. so foreign, but familiar at the same time. i told myself to be careful. i told myself pace was the key. old habits die hard.
i'm feeling partially outside of myself lately. a re-awakening of sorts? but having never quite fallen completely asleep.
i'm restless.
but calm.
i'm anxious.
but serene.
[i know, it doesn't make any sense to me either.]
i'm finally getting my fresh start that i've been after since i moved back here, just over 2 years ago, and it's a terrifyingly beautiful thing to feel coming on.
head.
heart.
body.
and soul.
and i'm happy yr here, playing a part in it.